ok i'm struggling at the moment I'm having a major setback, but all the while feel like my DP is wearing off or leaving in layers. I feel more with the world and have a deeper sense of self to draw from. My vision is improving and I can see a little depth, when I walk into a dark room my vision adjusts quicker now. This is all improving. But now my mind is racing so fast with obsessive thoughts about my relationship and others things...the thoughts are so strong and real. I had multiple panic attacks last night, one before I went to sleep, then many in my sleep. I woke up covered in sweat with my mind racing. While I sleep I notice my panic attack and I can hear my mind, if that makes sense. I find myself telling my self to not fight and feel the panic through! All this in my sleep.<br />I have to think that the DP was "freeze" all these body reactions up or at least keeping them from being so real. Now they feel so real. And my body and mind is so sensitize and now I can FEEL it. Just a crick in the house or a loud noise will set my heart off.<br />Also, I'm noticing how much I act through everything. Say as soon as my wife enters the room or my boss etc. somethings switches in my mind and I start acting like everything is ok and start making jokes. I guess my true self is surfacing somewhat, but this is all so scary. So this is so long...,
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